Troubador Reflections

Released: 28/10/2018

eISBN: 9781789012514

Format: eBook

Review this Book



Diana and Ed have everything – youth, happiness and success – until the birth of a brain-damaged daughter devastates their world. While Diana finds it hard to connect and rejects the baby, Ed, unable to understand his wife’s coldness, loves and cares for the child. When Diana is offered a job at the UN in Bangkok, she flees from the situation, only to find herself alone, rootless and frightened for her sanity. Although Ed visits her in Bangkok, the distance between them remains. They can talk but they cannot communicate.

The situation worsens when Ed, an artist who paints images of reflections, is mistaken for a blood-buyer by a gang in Bangkok which trades in human blood on the illegal international market. The gang runs blood-farms, where children with interesting blood groups are milked for their blood. In disgust and horror, Ed decides to infiltrate the gang partly to save these small children, and partly to appease the self-hatred that consumes him - Ed blames himself for the damage to the brain of his own beloved daughter.

Reflections is the story of love lost and love recovered in a whirlwind of abuse, exploitation and infamy. It plays out in the seamy bars and luxury hotels of Bangkok, on the filthy streets, and in the ancient warehouses of Chatuchak. Deceptions, kidnapping and a desperate love rocket the book to an end that will keep readers guessing until the final page.

The Causeway was born in a place of torture, sickness and death. The place is real, and to this day it has a chill that almost stops the heart. In the Bay of Naples, on the island of Ischia stands a convent, Santa Maria della Consolazione. Until the British navy destroyed it, the convent belonged to the Poor Clares. Saint Clare instructed that no nun should leave her convent even in death. Because the convent stood high on a rock overlooking the island, the dead nuns of Santa Maria could not be buried in the customary way, so their bodies were left to rot in a network of cellars. To the religious mind, the rotting, flyblown corpses are a useful memento mori. To help young nuns forget the temptations of this world, they were ordered to keep nightly vigil in this tomb. Nearby were punishment cells where nuns were flogged for every deviation from correct practice, for example for speaking to another nun. The discipline, the exposure to disease, the frugal diet and the absolute isolation from the outside world broke the spirit of most young women. Those who resisted, died. In time, the convent acquired a reputation as a dumping ground for unwanted daughters: the illegitimate, the handicapped, the unmarriageable for whatever reason. In exchange for a postulant dowry, the convent agreed to take care of a girl for the rest of her life—however short that might be. It was an evil trade conducted by professional killers with the support of the church.

After my first visit to this fearful place, it stayed with me. My imagination peopled it with the savage women who must have run it and with the slaves who were their victims. And with one girl who escaped. It was some years before she took her final shape: a Scottish Catholic girl of seventeen, Marion, sent away by her father to die because she was in the way of his dynastic ambitions. In the story Marion arrives at the convent, rebels against the regime, and escapes with another nun, Teresa, who is stirred by Marion’s plight. They escape in the year 1778, one day after Admiral Nelson rescues Emma Hamilton together with the King and Queen of Naples from the revolutionary Neapolitan mob. Revolution, the Italian Jacobins, Nelson’s navy and a burgeoning love between Marion and Teresa all delay or assist Marion’s final escape from the island.

The story is about corruption and liberation, hypocrisy and honesty, convention and revolution. But those are abstract terms. Really it is about Marion, a young girl sentenced to death by an evil establishment, finding in herself the courage and the strength to break free.

Be the first to review this book

Jim Pinnells

Jim Pinnells is a contract consultant, claims manager and international arbitrator, with clients in every part of the world: Russia, the United States, Sweden, South Africa, Vietnam, Venezuela to name a few. Working on projects such as oil refineries, power stations, pipelines and railways, Jim has been involved in many real-life stories, most of which will never be told. In his professional fields (law and project management), he has published extensively in English and in German. Fiction, of course, is something else. All his life Jim has written novels and plays, perhaps a dozen in all, to amuse himself on his travels. The subjects range from terrorism in nineteenth-century Russia, through an Israeli plot to close the Suez Canal that goes catastrophically wrong, to a human blood farm for rare blood types in Thailand. None of this material has been published.

So: now is the time and Matador is the vehicle. The Causeway is Jim’s first published novel.

Jim Pinnells

Santa Maria della Consolazione today
  • Buy as an ebook
  • £3.99
  • Find this ebook at your favourite retailer
Also by Jim Pinnells / Related Books
Troubador is an independent UK publisher which also offers a self-publishing service through Matador. We enjoy the business of publishing, and strive to make the most of our authors’ titles using our 25 years’ experience. We are constantly adding to our author services using new production, distribution and marketing opportunities.
Stay connected
Affiliations & Accreditations
Visit Us
  • Troubador Publishing Ltd, Unit E2, Airfield Business Park, Harrison Road, Market Harborough, Leics LE16 7UL
  • 0116 2792299
  • [email protected]
  • Mon / Friday
    08:30 - 17:00