Published: 28/04/2014
ISBN: 9781783063192
eISBN: 9781780886114
Format: Paperback/eBook

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David Stedman was apprenticed in the printing trade and then travelled around the world. He changed career to retail management before discovering a talent as a quiz player which led to him to start h... read more

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by David Stedman

What if you had been married for forty years and had never loved your wife?
What if you were bored with your family and your job but were too responsible to abandon them?
What if you looked in the mirror and saw a lifetime of regret and disillusion?
What if you had the chance to change it all before it was too late. What would you do?
Tony Ballard took his chance...

Tony Ballard has been married for forty years. He is haunted by the knowledge that he never loved his wife and settled for a relationship less fulfilling than he truly desired. He is unwilling to walk away from his marriage, not least for the sake of his two daughters, and he runs a successful business with which he is now bored. Tony has accepted that this is how his life will remain until the end of his days. Then his wife dies suddenly.

Although grieving, Tony's overriding guilty emotion is suppressed excitement that he is now free to reshape his life. He sets out to change everything about himself, determined to find love before it is too late. Tony joins an internet dating agency. His search for new love, and attempts to rejuvenate his appearance, upsets his distant relationship with his two grown-up daughters. Tony's self-absorbed behaviour also leads to other family secrets emerging, which further causes him to doubt the foundation of his adult life. Then an unexpected discovery leads Tony back to the past and the unsatisfactory nature of his marriage is reinforced by a shocking revelation. Tony attempts to resolve his relationship with his family, but is it too late? Is the emotional damage too severe? Was his wife as loyal as Tony always assumed, and will he find real love? A surprise confrontation leads to an unexpected resolution.

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Amazon reviews of 'That Terrible Shadowing'

Ian Rowan: I have always been interested in Caravaggio - more so than any other artist. I enjoy contemporary art but he lived life on the edge in a way that our famous contemporary artists could only dream of. The book perfectly exhibits this. It is exciting and at times funny - due to time travel!. However it more importantly teaches the reader about art/history/life and death in an absorbing way. Enjoyed it more than any Dan Brown.

Mr. James T. Mcguckian "Seamus": Great read, gets you from the first page. An interesting mix of fact and fiction together with a light-hearted often comical present day storyline. I now intend to purchase Helen Langdons "Caravagio a life" to see which is which.

Review of 'Settling'

Bedfordshire Life Magazine Book Review

'Settling' is a new novel, to be published as an ebook by Matador in December, by local author and 'Brain of Britain' David Stedman. His first novel 'That Terrible Shadowing' was a study of the Italian artist and serial offender Caravaggio. His new novel could hardly be more different, being set in modern day London and being a study of a bored late middle aged character named Tony Ballard who suddenly gets the chance to change everything about his stultified life thanks to the death of his wife. A dark and unpromising premise but Stedman had me hooked almost from the start. He draws you into Ballard's world and his relationships with his family, friends and colleagues with writing that is refined, almost sparse, in its clarity. Stedman cleverly maintains a 'hook', a mystery about his wife's last words, throughout the narrative and weaves the story around that but not at the expense of Ballard's intriguing personal life. The story is intercut by Ballard's encounters from an internet dating agency. Although some of them have the ring of truth I found these parts the least satisfactory element and they tend to seem too contrived and jar with the tone of the rest of the story. Throughout the story I wanted to know what happened next and whether Ballard would find the happiness he craved. I was sorry when I had come to the last page and had to leave Ballard's company. In this new age of 'chick lit' and 'gran lit' and 'mummy porn'. Stedman's novel is a more mature and realistic view of love and relationships. Although the story is told from a male point of view and is about love in the twilight of life, 'Settling' should appeal to any age and sex and any person wondering about this mysterious condition called love.

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